Me?

I've been far with the Father, I know that there's no greater Father in the whole wide world beside Him. The Angels always kept me accompanied.
Father always told me and give me what's good for me, it's just the matter of time. I know I've asked for someone to accompanied me for the rest of my life and I thought I found someone. So I asked the Father, if that person's the one for me. Father told me that he's not the one for me. I trust Him, I know He's the only one who know what is right for me, I know that He could see a person well. I trust Him, but my heart's been deceiving me and have been bad. I have to ignore my feelings for I know that the sooner it happened the more pain I'm going to take. I know that Father always watching me no matter how far, how bad the condition is I know that Father always watching over me. I'm glad my Father is good, very good. I know I've been disappointing Him many times. I wanted to repent of everything I've done.
The Angels are telling me not to do something every time I wanted to do something bad. But sometimes the Fallen Angel came and affected me. I know that I shouldn't listen to the Fallen Angel but I'm somehow weak about it. I have to hold my Angel to hold on the grounds I am now. I know that the Angel would like me to repent as the Father would like me to repent. I don't want to be separated from Father, the Lord. I just wanted to be good, not disappointing Him anymore. I know the Angel's going to help me.