Again?

The devil came again to me and persuade me to commit a suicide....
"Honey nobody loves you here...look at those people, they don't like you, they hate you, they don't even care about you...Why did you care about them....It only will stressed you up" the devil said
"Even if they don't love me, even if they don't like me even if they don't care about me, then what?" I asked
"Don't you get it? Come with me, I would love to have you here with me"
"With you? Where? How?"
"Yes...of course to the paradise where you won't feel sad anymore, it really simple, just follow my instruction then you'll be able to come with me"
"Paradise? Where exactly? Hell?"
"That is harsh....Do I look like someone from hell? I just want you to be happy that's all"
"What should I do?"
"Cut your hand....commit a suicide, then you'll be able to come with me....How's that? You'll be happy I can guarantee....You'll be able to do lots of fun things and nobody will be angry about it..."
"Commit a suicide? No way...."
"Why? They won't be able to hurt you anymore, and you....you can take revenge on those who have hurt you, that's why you'll feel happy"
"I don't want to die yet"
"You won't, your soul will still live...My dear girl....I know that you've been hurt, I know that some one have broken your heart, and that's the reason why I came to see you, I'm here to help you"
On one moment I thought that he might be right....For one second, I feel I want to cut my hand...commit a suicide....Then, a voice inside me cries...Not long after that an angel came, she was sad to see me desperate, she was crying. She told me that she's sad to see me like this, she said that The Lord will be sad if I commit suicide, she told me that The Lord is also sad to see me like this. When I hear that, I feel so rejoice...I really feel that The Lord really know me perfectly, I know that He's always beside me, but sometimes when I feel overwhelmed, and my emotion taking me over, His figure is blurred. Fortunately I have the angels beside me to warn me and remind me of The Lord's figure, and I regret that I had such a thought. Then I ask forgiveness to The Lord, I know He may be hurt because of my thought, but then I know He'll be able to forgive me if I'm truly sorry for what I've thought and did. So I told the devil....
"No....I won't do what you told me...I won't....Because then I'll make The Lord sad....No...." I told the devil
"Ok honey....I understand if you still want to live, I just here to help you, so if you need any of my help, just call me...Or I will come to you...don't worry now my girl" the devil said
Then the angel chased the devil off, I'm so glad the angel came to me and remind me things I once forgot. And I'm so glad she reminds me, because then I'll remember The Lord, His love and the sacrifice He have done for me. I thank The Lord for all He hath given to me.
And so the devil went away, chased by the angel...and so I remember The Lord better.