Now God?

I been asking myself for a question that might be a stupid one. Am I worth it?
I've been thinking about that thing a lot of times. I know the answer already. But I kept adding a 'what if' question. The worst possible question ever.
My Angel came, sure she did. She told me the answer to all of my question. I know I've been very far again to the Lord, and I regret it. I kept saying I'm sorry to Him and kept feeling guilty and not worth it. This it is the love of the Lord for me, the mercy He gave to me. But the Lord is forgiving and loving Lord. I know that fact. But still I've hurt His feeling and I'm just scared that I've been too much...I've hurt Him too much. Hopefully not. My Angel told me that if I really mean on my apologies and really want to go back to Him, then He shall forgive me. I really grateful of that, really thankful of His mercy and love. The Devil always come, I've thrown him out once and I really need the Lord's streght to do it. Now I hope I could always be strong and faithful to the Lord, and for that I need His strength to make me strong and my angel to keep me faithful to the Lord